HAPPY MERDEKA!!

Dear Malaysia, im kinda bored ryte now so i thought of sayin a few words for this very ''special'' day today. HAPPY MERDEKA DAY!!

Ok, now that i got that outa my chest, ima tell ya a short poem (made by muah:/) for u!

OH MALAYSIA, WAT A WONDERFUL COUNTRY,

OH MALAYSIA, IS A BRILLIANT PLACE TO BE,

DESPITE IT IS QUITE DIRTY,

BUT STILL HOLDS THE LAND OF EXTREAMLY ''HAPPY''!!

PEOPLE SAY,,''KERANA MU'',

BUT I WOULD SAY,,''BECAUSE OF YOU''

THERES NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THAT TWO,

BUT IT CAME OUTA MY MIND SO HOPE U LOKE IT TOO..

MALAYSIA,

U WHO BROUGHT US MERDEKA,

WITH THE UNITY OF MALAY, CHINESE, AND INDIA,

WHOME FOUGHT WITH GLORY, HONOR AND NO KARMA,

GAVE US PEACE YANG BOLEH KITA TERIMA..

I LOVE YOU MALAYSIA,

FOR YOU ARE IN MY HEART,

U PROVIDE US WITH VARIETIES OF FOOD,

WHICH GOES STRAIGHT DOWN OUR BUTS,

WE HONOR THIS COUNTRY,

WILL FIGHT FOR DIGNITY,

WILL RESPECT ITS PROSPERITY,

AND KEEP ITS MEMORY!

WITHOUT YOU, MALAYSIA,

WE WOULDNT HAVE GOT THE WONDERS OF ASAM LAKSA,

WE WOULDNT HAVE EXPERIENCED THE THRILL OF NASI GORENG PATAYA,

SO TERIMA KASIHLAH TANAH AIRKU YANG KU CINTA..

MERDEKA, WILL BE THE DAY WE WILL REMEMBER,

FOR ITS ALWAYS BEFORE DECEMBER,

ALMOST TO SEPTEMBER,

THE MONTH BEFORE P-M-R..

M- MAKING

A- A

L- LIFE

A- AS

Y- YOUNG

S- SITUATED

I- IN

A-ASIA

( I JUST CAME UP WIT THAT..)

SO, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY TANK U M'SIA,

I LOVE YOU M'SIA,

WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER U M'SIA,

AND HAPPY MERDEKA!

( OUR COUNTRY HAS THE BEST SPIRIT OF MERDEKA BTW)!!

TANK U!

I Miss You.. :)

I MISS YOU in every beat of my heart,

In every blink of my eyes,

In every second of Time and...

In every moment of the Day !

Not this one..

By all rites, holidays are suppose to be actually fun, interesting, or even a time to overcome our basic boredomez.. but unfortunately it looks like im kinda regreting this holidays,,:(

it aint exciting in any way, just wish could go out, but lucky me im GROUNDED!!.. :S

haiizzz.. i kinda planned a few stuff for em, but just didnt work out as planned.. hehe

yesterdayy,, was our movie marathon.. jon cm over to my hse,,..

our plan was, we're gona watch movies randomly until the struck of day light,

sadly, our friend and i fell a sleep while watching the starting of movie!

jon brought school of rock, which was awesomee! hehe,, just wish our band could play like dat huh?

lol..:/

n naughty johnny also brought EURO TRIP!! *monkey! ahaha

Sick movie! lol

but siriousllyyy awesoomee!!!!

tooo mannnyyy dicksss in the movie! :0''!

but hillarious in manny wayss..

we slept at around 4... actual timee i think was around ....3.50+...

ahha, was suppose to say hi to tina at 5,, only ended up reading dat msg at 9!

eheh SORRY HUNN!!

ummhh..

tadayy i gt adicted to this game called farm ville or smtng on facebook...

kinda fun, but i dnt noe hw to play emm hehehe

ima keep tryin on dat sng,,''just you and i''

have to touch up a few things n put da bridge inn heheh..

ohhh yeaaahh!!!!

i likeee wrote my own soonngg edyy!!! onlyy one laaa..

but obviouslyyy it sucksss!

ahah ssrrryyy!

ive also tried out a rock version of the song ''just you and i''..anndd itss awesssommee..!

ima post it up soon,, ( when i get dat vid recorded prop!).. :P

anywaysss thats all for noww...

any last wordsss..

umhh

yeaa

hehe..

I miss u hun!

Im sick of gettin bored,,

lazyy too doo hw,, but have t0o

n ...ahh gt ntng in my mindd! bbyeee!!

100 nosey questions..

The Basics
Name	julian carlos
Age	16
Month of birth	20.5.1993
Any Siblings?	4 including me
Parents still married?	yupp..:)
Occupation	still studying la joe..
Do you like your job?	kindaa
Any pets?	fishess
Hair color	blackish brown
Eye color	brown
Shoe size	8 1/2
Any Tattoos?	nopee
Any Piercings?	nopee
Current mood	as happy as a chimpmunk:)
Current wardobe choice	i llove d kind of room wardrobes..
What are you listening to?	the show
Who did you last speak with on the phone?	half an hour a go, wit tee
What do you currently smell like?	adidas ice dive
In horoscopes	taurus
In others you know (family, friends, co-workers etc)	huh???
In yourself	still dnt get it...
Last....
Movie you watched	ghost of a girlfriends past
Magazine you looked at	hot
Thing you ate	lasagna..
Book you read	school tex book??
T.v. show you watched	csi
Time you cried	dats d past..
Took a shower	2 hours ago
Got a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail)	yeaaa...from d skull i tink..:P
Ate at a restaurant (not fast food)	mannnyyy timmeesss!!!
CD you bought	ummmm,,,too mannyy
What is/was....
The best thing to happen to you today?	got to tex my gf?..:P
Your most prized possession	i-phone..:D
Your first vehicle	my bike?
Your current vehicle	still my bike???
Your favorite quote	masuk telinga kannan kluar telinga kiri
You bedtime (on average)	12-2...hehe
Your best trait/characteristic	happy guyy
Your worst trait/characteristic	anoying sumtimesss..hehe
Do You....
Store things under your bed	no
Daydream	yeahhh evry timee
Have a computer at home	yuppp ....hello???
Live in the city, suburbs or country	yea countryyy
Live in a home, apartment, duples or mobile home	homee
Own a cell phone	yepp..but it sucks!
Have a good luck charm	my gf is concidered one..
Collect anything	lots,, lazy to state
Attend high school or college	yeah
Make good grades	haha only wen rajinn.,
Have You Ever....
Had a surgery?	no
Had teeth pulled?	yeahh many times
Broke the law intentionally	ummmmm....:D
Ran away from home?	nope..
Broke a bone?	kinda
Cheated on a test/exam	yeahh..hehe
Had a friend pass away	noo
Been issued a citation/traffic ticket	noo..do dimerits count?
Been in an auto accident	i tink yea
Lied to someone	yupp:(
Been lied to	yep:(
Your Favorite....
Place to be	pavilion:)
Place to visit	cousins hse..
Place to chill	my hse..
Non-Alcoholic drink	coke, fruit juice, punch, leamonade, orange
Alcoholic drink	ummid say wine is nice,,:)
Type of food	spicyyy!!
Meal/Food dish	mee hoon tomyam!!
Dessert	ilove anyy desertss!!
Shampoo & Conditioner	sunsilk..hehe
Toothpaste	colgate
Salad dressing	thousand island souce, o da see-tru one,,:P
Ice cream	choc, vanilla, almounds, roasted almounds,,etc etc
Fast food establishment	pizza? burger?
Color	black,blue,pink,white, green
Season	spring.,.,
Holiday	christmass
Perfume/Cologne	adidas, chicago, wild life, etc etc..
Video Game	ps3?
T.V. show	csi..
Smells	anything good and sweet..:P
Article of clothing	i like d word STYLE!
Book	hehehe..love em,, bt lazy
Children's Book	nursary rymes
Candy	chocs, razzles, skittles, snickers, gum.,.,!!
Car	ferari
Do You Believe....
In Karma	yea a bit..
In God	of course,
In Heaven & Hell	yea
That aliens exist	ummm maybe
That ghosts exist	yea
Your Opinion....
On the death penalty	just have mersy and kill em off straight!
On reciting the Pledge of Allegiance in schools	dnt realyy botherrr..
On homosexuals in the military	dey roock!!
The war in the Middle East	good luck,,n dnt give up..
Schwarzeneggar...Governor or Terminator	terminatorrr...''aztalabista baby''..:D
Current gas/fuel prices	lowerit will b good

My Girl Side, My Boy Sidet

—YOUR BOY SIDE—-
[ /] You love hoodies.
[ /] You love jeans.
[ /] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[/ ] You own a car racing game.
[/ ] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ /] You owned a DS, PS2, N64,or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ /] You have watched sports on TV
[ /] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[/ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[/ ] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[/ ] Sports are fun
[ ] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[/ ] You have fished at least once

—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-
[ /] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner
[/ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] You go to your mom to talk.
[ /] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[/ ] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[/ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
[/ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[/ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don’t like the movie Star Wars
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[/ ] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up
[/ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[/ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[/ ] You care about what you look like.
[/ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ /] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[ ] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.
[/ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

(this is only if im a gurll!!,,for sum questions..:P)

Appearance •

[ ] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan/ burn easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[/ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[/ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

• Embarrassment •

[/ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[/ ] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[/ ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[/ ] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ /] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

• Health •

[/ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ /] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[/ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[ /] I’ve had chicken pox.

• Traveling •

[ /] I’ve driven / riden over 200 miles in one day.
[/ ] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.

• Experiences •

[/ ] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[/ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pyjamas.
[ /] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[/ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ /] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[/ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[/ ] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[ /] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[ /] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[/ ] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

• Relationships •

[ ] I’m single.
[/ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[/ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

• Honesty / Crime •

[/ ] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[/ ] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[/ ] I’ve snuck out.
[/ ] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[ /] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[/ ] I’ve ran a red light.
[/ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[/ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

• Death and Suicide •
[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[/ ] I hate funerals.
[ /] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[/ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

• Materialism •
[/ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ]I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[/ ] I collected comic books.
[/ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie
• Random •

[ ] (aparantely) I can sing well .
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[/ ] I open up to others easily
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs
[/ ] I sing in the shower.
[ /] I am a morning person.
[/ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[/ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[/ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I love spam.
[/ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ /] My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pyjamas to school.
[/ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ /] I know how to shoot a gun.
[/ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[/ ] I laugh at my own jokes
[/ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[/ ] I like white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[/ ] I’m good at remembering faces.
[/ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[/ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[/ ] All my answers were totally honest

Just You and I

Ok, this is the song Eli wrote, called YOU AND I,
i tried a melody for it,, and heres the cover,,,
this was not easy at all btw!! i had to keep doin this over
and over again, just to get it rite,
wen takin vid, my phone was interupting me a few times,
i ended up doin about 67 vids in the end.,,-_-


this wat i did wen i got abit anoyed..-_-




im not good at all..
but i still sing this to u tee..hehe FORGIVE MEE!!

hope ya enjoy it..

Happy BirthDay LYNO!!!

Hey!! first off,, i would like to take dis time to wish adeline a.k.a p.didy,,

A VERRY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

may all the blessings shower upon u on this verry dayy!!!

hopee u enjoyed today as it was DAMN AWESOME earlier!!

hope ya like d gift tooo!!! heheh..

SO,,

back to my updates,,,

its been sometime seens ive updated on the ''enviroment'' lately..

well, the grizzly holidays have started.. and there's nothing left for me to do! :(

im practically grounded!! hehe,

Dad wnt let me out untill final exams are over.. :/

i tink its for my own good, but still im as naughty as a cow combined wit an ass!

ima go out one of dis days!.. curi-curi laaa

hehe

possible,, but high in RISK!

i like danger, risks, possibility, challenges, n competition..in awayy..:)

This also means that i'll be at home most of the timee,, doin my homeworks dat ive stranded a few months ago!..

too be honest, i dnt quite like d holz,, especially wen dares nothing i da effing world to too!

it is sooo damn BORING!!!...

today, i was sooo bored, i actually started to sing n make up goofy songs,,

practically, stuff dat came through my head, came through my mouth..:P

dat was facinatinggg!! heheh oh,,ELI made a song, inspired by me n tina,,, sooo sweeet! hehe

she is sooo damnnn goood !! ELI ur gona be a ass kickin song writer one day!!!! :D

i tried coming up with melodies for it,, but ended up with about 6-7 of em,,:/

i miss a lot of things!! tinnaaa,,, rinduu gilaaaa! frendsss!!! teachers!!! makan after skul!! skiping classes!! happy moments in class!! messing wit tiqa! playin around wit tina,, gossiping wit da JC"S!! manyyyyy moorrreeeeee

ohh my goals for this holz are..

*work out!

*studyyy!

*homeworkksss!

*hang out!

*on9!

*clean my room!( just did)

*get my bike back to its feet!

*drive on the highwayyy to wangsa melawatttiii!

*write some ass kickin songs...

*buy a new fishh (hopefully:)

*puasa!

*eat after puasa

*do a movie marathon!!

*jogg!!!

*have band practice ( that obviously nvr happens)

etc.etc...

im just a bit lazy to jot down d load here..heheh

anyways,, im goin to d hospital tomorow..:(

will be bck...lateee..eeeeeeek! hate it!! :@

soo its gona be a full stop until here,,, tanks for reading..8)

''rodger n out''

NO LIES! IM READY...

From now on, you can’t tell lies, are you ready?

Think back eight months ago, were you single?

yep

What do you carry with you at all times?

her pix in my phone, n her memory in my mind..

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?

tina

How are you feeling?

a bit moody,, and happy at d same timee

Is something wrong right now?

i dnt realy noe, i tink soo

Are you mad at someone?

yea

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?

maybe

Are you jealous of someone right now?

nope,

Do you have a piggy bank that’s actually shaped like a pig?

used too..:)

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?

kfc!

What are you suppose to be doing right now?

CHEM module...

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

yeah! a few times!!!!/...:D

Could you handle a long distance relationship?

yea.,

Could you cry right now?

nope

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?

noo

Are you okay with the life you live?

yeah,.

Did you enjoy your day today?

not realyy..it sucks!

Do you have a Tattoo?

heheh..noo..nt gettin one anyways...:)

Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?

nooopee

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?

honestly,, nevr had it yet,, soo noo

What was the last thing you spent money for?

bought sayang cake! hehe seeddaappp!

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

tina

Do you call it fall or autumn?

autumn....

SURVEY!!

Do you love your ex?:

nope..

Who was the last person you said I love you to?
TINA!!

Who last slept in your bed?
ME!

Who do you want to be with?Right now?

hertina tahir! my baby..

Do you honestly love your friends?
yuppp..cnt live without em:)

Who can always make you happy?
hertina, and jon..:)

Who do you love to talk to the most?
tina...

Who hates you?

i dnt wana noe..:(

Who do you hate?
umhh... no one actualy,,

What are you doing right now?
my chem module,,:~!

What are your talents?
umh,.., mayb playin guitar, dancing, makin my gurl happy?? hehhe idk!!!

How often do you cry?
nope,, dnt,,

What did you do last night?
i ate kfc, cm home, on9, chatin wit my tee, wondering bout her, n thinking up the whole night..:(

Would you ever go back out with an ex?
no

What's the last movie you watched?
in cinema, G.I joe,...oh and GHOST OF A GIRLSFRIENDS PAST!!!

Ever been in true love?

yea,,,am in it now.,

Ever smoked?
nooo..heheh,.,wen i was 5,( gilaaa)

How much do you weigh?
65kg

How tall are you?
5ft 9 or more

Most treasured memory?
8/7/2009, wednesday,,,,n evry other wednesdays!!! n melawatilive!:D

What are you doing?

answering dis shitt!!

Had your meals?
not yett...:)

Do you wear make-up?

if i was a gurl i would..:P

What is your plan for this upcoming weekends?
homeworks!!!! try to sneek out of d hse!!..:P

What are you listening to?
chicka embarazada..:D

How many people are on your myspace topfriends?
nevr loged in o used em for ages!

Who is online now?
Gan. adeline,raiz, ruben,lemuel, lai, arjun, eva, jon, how, irwin, kimberly,lam,madeline, pricila,raden, scott,syamin, sonia, eric, enwin, dave, justin..n meeeeee!:)

What are you doing after this?
goin for a party! lyno b'day!

Do you go to church?
yea,

White or Black?
ill go with both! even mix oso cn!..:)

Do you drive?
YESSS!!!!!:D

Who did you last talked to?
hertina..:)

What did you last shout?
Shut up???

What are you craving for?
Mee hoon tomyam!...yuuuummm!!!:P

What annoys you the most?

NAGGING!!!

What kind of swimsuit do you wear?
trunks, o pants..

Do you love your family?
Yes i doo,, n i cnt live without em either!

What is your biggest secret?
well... i dnt tink i need to state it here do i? lol

The World Without Strangers

What if i told you that i was a stranger,

a person whome no one knows about,

a person who could be the path to goodness or even badness,

or even the person who we randomly see at streets or where not,

people are strangers ,

it just matters on how we accept them,

never judge a book by its cover,

which might leed to sirious missunderstandings,

To some people.. a stranger is always like a bad guy,

they definise them as people whome they do not know

and people who could leed to danger,

never the less thought that when we make new freindships,

we are making them with strangers, getting to know one is an aciting thing,

we should always remember that a stranger could be the one who would help you one day,

when ur in sirious and desperate needs,

he or she could be the one who would be by your side,

so dont treat strngers too differently,

FRIENDLY is the word we are looking for,

we axpect others to treat us well,

and thats exactly how they would like us to treat them,

IF we imagine a place without strangers,

it would simply mean that there would not be no hope,

hope of meeting someone new,

hope of overcoming our ups and downs,

etc etc..

~peace~

Happy Ramadan..

to all my muslim frendz out there....

''Throughout the Coming RAMADAN

may your life be filled with

little celebration of Happiness...

Wishes you a Bright,

Happy and Prosperous RAMADAN

with God Bless...''

Melawati Live..

lets see, it was so damn awesome!!

..

ilaina n da gang,, yall did a siriously great job, it was all fun and an enjoyment dat day..

special moments n incidents happened, :D.. dedications n performances,, ROCKED THE PLACE OUT!!

ALTERNATE ZEBRAZ'',, has finaly steped out and shown their selves again, rite after the badly experienced prefects party,,n wit lots of supprise, we won the BEST BAND for the day,,

p.s : sry if i sucked dat day..xP

Me,justin,arjun and paul,, were like... CAM HORE"Ing da whole time after d performances!! it was tremandously fun!

later on,, we went bowling.. wich was another awesome time! ''Sum ppl could fall while throwing d ball..ahahah,,loll

we should realy get on this again,, it was extreamly out of the world! ahaha....

pix!!!!

He's Back!!

ATTENTION PEOPLE OF MALAYSIA..

WE HAVE JUST GOT NEWS THAT OUR SENIOR TERRORIST,

HAS JUST LANDED IN MALAYSIA!

WARNING!!!

BEWARE!!

THE PAKISTAN IS BACK..

p.s: we miss u sue!!!

Higher Than The Sky

Its been kinda while since ive stated wats goin on,,, lol...

and realy,, today was like a bomb day!

i dnt noe wat ot into me, but i just suddenly became hyper...hehe..

we were like suposed to have band practice today,, but unfortunately, it only turned up as a duet practice..sad but still a funn and adored moment too remember..:)

I recently became a new " best GAYfriend",, too Tiqa!! omg!! its like soooo funny weyyhh!

she can just mess wt ur mind just like dat,,, ahahha.. we had fun at kfc today, i ate like effing alot today btw,,, it was like omg,,,,haiz,, i used my free kfc voucher today..:)

ooohhh... and i actualy gt too play n mess with my darlings hair ysterday!! ahaha,,her hair soo cute weyhhh..lol we took pictures as we were playin saloon saloon!! heheh

sounds gay ryte,,,i noe... i was acting like 1 dat day,,,,gota admit...hheh

Amal on the other hand,,, WOw!! real GOSSIP DRAMA PENIPU QUEEN!!!

yahhh..dats wat i call her! lol

it suits da gal..lol

she can let out evryting just like dat from her ''small''mouth of hers...

ahahah

DAMN FUNNY LAA,, she basicly cnt keep secrets laaa,,,, anyways.. we'll be havin this awesome charity event at the K-club this sunday,, do come, as u can buy tickets there so..

Bought a new capo reently, (damn cunnn.. : D).. planning on buyin a new guitar too.. just dnt realy stink its d ryte time to do so,:(

okaysz..thats it for now...

RODGER AND OUT!

~carlos~

I Carry Your Heart With Me

I carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

I fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

It's You

I'm feeling so HAPPY,

do u know why?

coz i'm so LUCKY,

do u know how?

coz God LOVES me.

Do u know how?

coz he gave me a GIFT.

Do u know what?

it's YOU my love.. : )

Love''

Everybody has a special and approaching moment in their lives, this is where some of us find our happiness,,

we cant buy it, trade it, niether ask for it..

happiness leads us to love, which comforts us and keeps us in good care.

Happiness and love is what we all crave for, and yes,, we do get it wen we're in a relationship.

All of us have this day when we meet a person who changes our lives,, a person who takes away our pain, brings us joy n hope,,even strength,, and DAMN rite, thats the wonders of love,,

we all care for the ones we love, and tend to change our selves for the ones we love,, the feeling of taking a bullet for the one you love is basicly a sign of how much u love that someone. I would do anything for her, even if i had to jump for a bullet, or get hit by a train or even worse, sacrifice my self just for her,, i would do so..

Being in love isnt a crime, its a time wher we tend to share our feelings and experiences with that special someone whome we care for,

its a great and wonderful moment,

texting them at night when we cant sleep,

teasing him/her,

missing him/her,

talking on the phone for hours!!,

expressing feelings,,

admiring them,

always keeping each other company,

sharing momments and secrets to each other,

getting to know one better,

sweetalking,

making that person the most special heart in your soul,

and mannyyy more..

Yes, people do get in arguments,, but it doesnt mean they cnt work it out,,

arguments only lead to ways own knowing the other party better,

this is love,, sometimes.. love tends to hurt us,

We should never fake or lie when it comes to love,

couse this can lead to sirious pain,,

loving that someone is the most happiest thing thats ever happened to me,

without her,

its like a bird without wings,,

We should never be affaid ofanything,,

never be ashamed,,

never have doubts,,

if you wana express something,

just let it out,

because..he or she is waiting for it,, they are not gona put u down,

as much as they love you and show u thier love,

u've gota do so too..

this bonds each other closer,,

People always make promises,,

but do they actualy keep em??

we should nvr break a promise that we make..

i would nvr break one..nvr,,,

I dont believe in ''playing''..

that is the most shitiest thing a guy o a gurl could do,

that cn break a heart!!

my love is forever and always for 1,

nvr twice,

just one,,:)

im one of the most luckiest guy in the world ryte now!

and im proud of it!

i adore it!

cz shez the one..

that i'll never let go..

she has the most gorgeous eyes,

and partially sweetest too!

her eyes are the most dreamy brown eyes ive ever seen..

soo sweet, that its sweeter than burstin brown brownnies topped with brown chocolate

and sweet marshmellows!

bottomed with the most sweetest chocolate icecream...xP

we've all gota treet our loves the best, never abandone em,,

never leave them alone, cz it does hurts,,

soo for those ppl who lost hope, dnt,,

evry one has thier own destiny,

and hell yeah, there is a special sum1 out there waiting and thingking the same way bout u!..

appretiate wat we have,,

Did you noe, that the word ''i love you'',, does lots of miracles?

it realy does!!

we tend to get more happy to noe tht our partner is loving u,

and we tend to get courage as well as wisdom to do something,

we'll neva be affarid, we'll never be ashamed,,

cz, we noe that he or she, loves you no matter wat,

i think thats all for now,,

there are more to be written,

but laziness has overcome mee,,

lol

tnx!!

Julian :)

Carlos A-Z

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: nahh..:)
B - BIRTHDAY: 20th may 1993
C - CRUSHING ON: ahaha...nomore edy
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: fresh orange
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Jonathan
F - FAVORITE SONG: too manyy!!
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: GUMMY BEARS!
H - HOMETOWN: ampang,,
I - IN LOVE WITH: HT...xP
J - JUGGLE: dnt plan on havin one..
K - KILLED SOMEONE: lol...noooooo!! but do cats include??
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: ukay perdana??
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: chocolate or Vanilla.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 4
O - ONE WISH: alaaa..no need to noe larh..
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: tina
R- REASON TO SMILE: tee
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: My boo,,
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7.10a.m
V - VEGETABLE(S): YUK!!!
W - WORST HABIT: annoying..hehe
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: yeah,,on my fingger,,
Y – YOYOS ARE: AWESOME!!
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: thaurus

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: JLN CRLS
What color do you wear most?: Whites, blacks,
What are you listening to?: time is running out
Are you happy with your life right now?: damn ryte i am xD!!
What is your favorite class in school/college?: 4 KREATIF r0x!!
When do you start back at school/college?: tomoro
Are you outgoing?: yeahhh...
Favorite pair of shoes?: VENCE, CONVERSE,
Where do you wish you were right now?: umh...paris??

THE CANS:
Can you dance? : u bet!!
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: havnt tried but willing too!!
Can you whistle? : yeah
Write with both hands?: nopes!
Walk with your toes curled: yupsss!!

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? yeahhhh...
Do you believe in miracles?: most probabaly...
Do you believe in magic?: not soo...
Love at first sight?: yeahh..
Do you think there's a Satan : yea...lol
Do you believe in Santa?: not rly
Do you know how to swim?: yeahs!!
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: maybe,, wats it in for me??..xP

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: yeahs
Have you ever asked someone out?: yeahs
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yeahs
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yeahs
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yeahs..''LOL

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside? : cold
What radio station do you listen to?: RedFm, hitz.fm, fly fm...
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Restaurant Mei King Fatt
What was the last thing you bought?: my supper awesome pants!!
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : umhhh..me,arjun n justin...lol

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yeahs
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yeahs
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: nopee
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: nopee
Do you cry when you get an injury?: heartache..mayb,,
Do certain songs make you cry?: nopee

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: yeahhhh
What can make you happy?: sum 1...xP
Do you wish you were happier?: already am..
Can music make you happy?: yeahhh

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: hmmmm...
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yea..

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?:black and brown
Current piercings?: x
Have any tattoos?: not yet...lol
Eye color?: brown

IN A GIRL/GUY
Favorite eye color: anything's fine
Short or long hair: depends
Height: short cute,, tall hot..anytingggg...
Best clothing: skinny jeans, classic rock top n converse shoes..

HAVE YOU EVER.
Been to jail: noooo
Mooned someone: nopes
Thrown up in a store: nope
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yessss
Gone skinny dipping: nopeee

THIS OR THAT.
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Mcd
Single or Group Dates: both..
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries: blueberries..
Meat or Veggies: both laaaa..
TV or Movie: movie
Guitar or Drums?: guitar
Adidas or Nike: ahah..nike
Chinese or Mexican: mexican
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: cheerios
Pie or Cake: cake!!

BAND PRACTICE!! ..Mission Failed..:(

Hey...
today started quite well,, seeing her smile on her face made me smile even more..:)
at school, we had some fun wondering around, makin noise like chimps, n laughing our human guts out..
Our so called CLEEN class has turned into a dessert of rubbish after celebrating our achivements..-_-..it was like mount kinabalu at the dusbin area!! who cares lol!

umhh...lets c...

today i think cupid hit me wit the wrong person cz i was like playin the yukelele for jon..!! I WAS SINGING LOVE SONGS!!! it was like so0 effing GAY! Tee was like,,''jon looks llike ur enjoyin it huh???'' ahahahaa!! n ''ju, u ony playin for him laaa..'' ahhahaa.. i didnt noe i could play quite a numm of songs on the yuke,, was supprising as i was high on water..lol..(damn wierd)..

the class was like a party gang bang today.. we had sum L classes chilin, E classes chilin, S classes chilin.. n sum other random classes..looll...
all bising-bising!!!
sum of us went to go cek out da E classes do their disecting today.. but wasnt much fun cz,,, they were like so0 quiet!! their frogs seem too die faster then ours!..ahaha fungshuwey!! XP
it seemed that arjun, named his frog julian, n killed it on d spot..:(
was hurting seeing these creatures die again, but,,lol,, its BIO!! FUUNNNNN!!

Ever believed in horoscopes??? mine kinda sucked today,:/
but others got REAL good ones though..ahhaa...justin didnt cm today..cz we were suppose to have band practice at his place in d morn,,
the plan was, that arjun n i, would skipp skull after rehat n goo theree.. he wanted too get deep with his frog first..0_0
arthur too was cmin,, but i didnt have the balls to go in the end,., just dnt have the guts to ponteng yetttt...lol ...no semangattt!!! after merdeka ony can..!!XD
anyways,, dey went on without me,
i stayed at skull first, hangin out n chillin, livin the life as normal ordinary students in class, behaving like monkeyssss..

our claassss so0 rox!! we were like havin diff groups evrywere... 1 group playin cards, another gossiping, another emoing, another laughing, reading magazines, STUDYING!!, n even sleeping!! baratth did a small suvey askin evry1 who was hotter between two gurls from this newspaper,, this gurls were in a grou, n guess wat?? all looked like sluts!!! ahaha..it was funny others were als0 askin d same question bout it,,WHO IS HOTTER!!...lol i dnt fancy em,, just 1 gurl in my life...XP

after skull was where my journey begannn... me, jon, nahrend, lai, n brendon.. walked all the way too kemensah hieghts, to justin's..
jon n nahrend took a taxi sumwhere near his hse, to go for tuition,,pity themmm...
so0 we went there for our so0 called practice!
we were like sum awesome ppl arranging evrything n gettin ready,,ahah we did a few songs,, but nt too say 10o% in to it..
we had like a official band meeting! lol..oh yeah..paul didnt come..:(
in between all this, we had our normal daily jokes, messin arounds, n distractions!! COMPUTER!!!! sum of us were on facebook, on laptops.,on games, n so on,,ahhaha.. later on we thought of goin to Mcd,, too grab sumtin to eat... i walk around with a fedora on my head,,lol damn bangga!!!XP

soo we walked, n fabi gave us a real MANLY talk..ahhaha damn fun weyyyyhhhh!!!!
we walked and stopped by her hse first,n checked on her two rabbits... den her sis gave us a lift to Mcd,,we gossip like gossip queens!! (i think_)
i was like a dunggu takin sooo many chillie sooosss!!! lol
had nothing too doo,,siriously!!
so we were eating n chating,, talkin bout life n stuff,, n went back peacefully wit smiles on our faces..XD

Now all dat walkin earlier all is givin me hell..im like s0o exausted, tired, n of course sleeepyyy!! i practicaly slept while waiting for ttn to start..!!o.o
anyways,, thats all foer now...byeeee

julian

Froggies Go ByeeByyee..

Today was like da most FUNNEST DAYS!!! it was da only time where i actualy went in my bio class early!! Students actualy standin infront of d door, waiting unpatiently for our teacher..lol..obviously its becouse of the excitement of DISECTING our fellow earthlings!!ahah
gotoo admitt,, we were kinda mean,,,
my fog was like sirious big, but as i heard there were bigger ones,,and jons happened to be one of em..
my frog was like about 2-3 times bigger than my fist,unlike jons,,3-4..!!0_0!!!
in class,, our whole gang n fellow clss mates were like playinn wit all these frogs in clss,,
justin opened my container, n dat bugger jumped like it was da last chance of freedom,
( this special part caused the whole class too scream like gurls! out side clss too) sttention was drawn,,lol
he managed too catch em bsk though,,but unfortunately poor frogie had a slight cut right above his nose...
jons one on the other hand, was terrifying as it jumped ta the opening of the box when it was open, it look like spiderman getin ready to make his jump! but thnx to our so called malaysian footballer(barath:) whoo trew the ball at its head, the frog fell bak in the box... technicaly, mine n jons wwasnt even a frog it was kinda like a TOAD!!lol
n mine was name..** TYNA...pronounced as..TAIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENA,, cute,,aahha,., he was a brave n strong young frog that toad.. who couldnt stop jumping at times..lol
im being sooo rediculas ryte nw!!!___
At the exciting prt, we all couldnt wait to just open those buggers n cek wat chillin inside! i dnt realy wana explain wat happened wen we did soo,,, but theres the pic ryte up there...llol
today was kinda of a special day too,,*MUAX,, okay..im all shut downed nw,, until then,,~peace!~


julian..

The Day I Thought My Time Has Come..

It all starts on sunday,
when i suddenly had this vision like feeling, that something bad was actualy gona happen to me, was scared, couldnt imagine why i suddenly had that..
i had been havin a cold,and a slight headache for three days,,but turned outworst on sunday..unfortunately, my body becomes weeker,,
i couldnt even doo pumping!!! i fell wen i tried my first pump..!!:(
nw this voices in my head kept comin n goin,, i even had athought of being a preist!!WIERD!!! was not realy feeling dat good, but made a promise that i wil cm d nex day!:) promise is a promise lol..

the nex day as i woke upp..my head becomes heavier,,couldnt lift it easily.. my mom had too keep shouting at me from down n get mee goin..i woke upp in the end,,but at 6.20!!! n thats like effing late!!! so0 with my week body i rush to0 get ready..somehow i was kinda okay at that time,,i could walk abit, untill i reach skull,,where i started too get that insanly high fever..
wasnt paying attention during assembly, didnt even sing,,lol..
as time went on, i kept thingking bout d voices,,i looked half dead at that time,, frenz kept askin wats wrong..
and,, my conditions were getting worst.,.
i couldnt even play da guitar ryte!!lol
lizie, asked me to play ''bubly'',n i was like playin it in dnt noe wat way..it was totaly out!!!..i started to0 get weeker n weeker,,then came to0 chemistry,, i went for a wonderful stroll with tina,, we went searching for granny wani,, n didnt end up findin her!! we like went evrywhere..including the canteen!! it was fun as we were playin around, n met sum peeps on the way..
oh yahhhh!!! our class got da title of d most cleenest class btw~!! soo happpy!! but wani was like...''yeah so0''...omg!!-_-
.. At some point we gave upp..n just went bak to clss,, we had chemy, n as usual,, teacher gt pissed at me for goin out...pfft..
at class... i started getting my head in a extraordinary temperature.. it was burning! my head was freakin painful, and heavy!! i was caughing badly too, couldnt realy breadh nicely, n move comfortabaly,as my body was realy realy weak!!!
had not much appetite in eating either...frenz kept tellin me to drink lots n lots of waterr!( how caring of em..aww..)
this was da time i kept thingking i was gona die.. i felt like droppingdown just like that..soo i jonwent to d bathroom to go cleanse my face, my eyes were burning!! ouch!! we went askin all da teachers for penadol..n guess wat?? our skull loves us soo much, they didnt wana give em too me... all that walking just too find that bloody penadol, caused my heart too hurt,, siriously,,it was pain,,n imagine wats goin through my mind..lol..:)

we just ended up buying water, n went bck too clss..

at class,,, i just slept.. cause i couldnt doo anything else, i kept my heavy head down n took my beauty sleep.. wen i woke upp.. i kinda like fainted,,due too dizzyness, and body weakness..
at the strairs i was gona fall again, but i could get my self up using da railings..
I realy thank God for such great frenz!! they were so0 caring n helpfull.. they even sang while i was 'dead'!! paul,, omg,, the way he sang mad mee laugh,,n me laughing is painfull becoz, my entire body was aching!! dey kept tellin me to go back, but i didnt wana disturb my dad..cz i didnt realy tell him bout dis sickness..:)
fabi and da gang transfered me from my clss too theirs, n kept me comfort..dey were singin, getin me too drink water, n lizie even gave me a nice back massage!! tanks!!
lol

i couldnt realy lift my head n talk much at dat time,, soo i just kept my mouth shut, n slept,, my sis came into da clss l8er, n told me dat my uncle ws waiting for me in the office,, soo,, i n jon went there,, n i tell u.. i realy hate dis skul...!! at the office, they asked me to fill up 2 forms, n there was another parent there, but his case was a minor 1, n they paid more attention too him,, after i filled da bloody papers,, i had too wait like for several minuites,,,for the aproval! come on,, i couldnt stand ryte, my head was gona 'DROP", n my body was aching!! realy sad too noe hw da skull uses their brain...-_-

soo jon was tellin dat he wanted too cm with me,, ( aww thats my little gay buddy!!)
soo we went bck, i was already in a dead mode at that time,,, i cnt realy remeber wat actualy happened tooo... all i remember was i went home, my da gave me panadol..n ask me to lay down for awhile,, it helped... but dis was only for a short while...
he then took me to the clinic, which told him to take me to the hospital...from wat my bro n jon said,, i was like a dead man in the car,,, i dnt noe hw i gt on to a wheel cair too... my biggest mistake was to wear shorts n go too th hospital! it was freakishly COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n i had no blanket at that time!
we had too take a number,, which was damn bloodyyyyy lonnggg!!! n where i was on da wheel chair, was a family with a small baby,, who was crying effin loudly, from the time i reached the hospital until i woke upp at approximately too six...!! it realy wasnt my day!!!! the number took damn long too cm!

Soo when i woke upp,, i wasfeeling slightly better, this is cz, i tookthe panadol earlier, n had my beauty sleep!! like a long 1!!! hehe..
my dad bought mesumstuff too eat,, n was forcing me too drink 1oo pluss!! like continueously!! ahaha damn funny though,,, cz my fon was wit jon,, n dat fella went wit my bro too the playground...-_-
this was in selayang hospital btw,,
soo i kept askin my dad n my mom too help me get my phone from jon,, n they were like,, nevrmd,,, u dnt need it..eeeeee... they kept tellin me too rest,,n chill..n my dad said,if i finish 1 bottle of 1oo plus, he would get jon for mee, soi did soo,, but he didnt cll him,,, n he was smiling n laughing at mee....eeeeeee... ahaha
my phone bttry was low at dat timee... n my credit was like only 30 sens..!! aiyoh...dis position is wat i call,, torture!!
l8er on,, they cm bk,, FINALY!! lol,, i went through my msgs,, damn funny weyyhh... ahah,, i was kept company l8er on,,:) tanks..
my brother was tellin me dat i had all da symptoms to H1N1, n yes,, i was scared,, shivered,, worried,, i tot my life was over,, n hell yeah,, i didnt even go through my life fully,,cz theres been 3 victims of H1N1 whom died redy,, soo i was scared laa... its like,, suddenly,, u start thingkin, ur future plans are all gone,, that theres been a slight disturbance..omg,,,
at 7 smtng,, finaly my num was cld..!! n too be honest.. da doctor was a real pain in the ass!!!!! i hate her!! nomatter hw sweet her face looks,, but shez a real ESSSHHHHH!!!!.. she can even correct my english at dat point!! mofo...
XD
at dis point my headache, fever , pain bck,,, its like some kind of cycle,, it just cm just like dat!..
soo she sent me for a blood test, which was also my first time doing soo,, pain!..lol
my blood was like soo thick!! hehe
den my da bought me a burger, as i could take my first bite,, that mofo doctor clls me in again!!-_-
soo i sabar laa... n go in on my wheel chair, quietly,, this time i didnt realy botther to talk to her i was like,,ummm,,ahhh,okkk,,lol:)
she said,, that i had a viral infection thingy,,, DENNGI!! stage 1!! i was relieved i had no h1n1... she said my body is soooo dihydrated!, my blood concentration was verry thick,, n i have too stop skiping my meals,,,or it might get worst...
sooo
she said shez gona put me on drippssss!!! (first time oso) heeheh...
it was ike sooo coldddddd...verrryyyy!! i could fell d cold liquid goin through my veins,,,though my arms,,,, n dats wen evry body started calling mee,,, i couldnt pickup,,cz d drips ws on my right hand..:(
after da drips.. dey said i could goo bk...
n we did soo...
went bck i just couldnt wait too slleeeppp!! was sooo darn tiered!!! i couldnt type nicely on my phone... cz my finggers were like numb..lol...i realy appretiate jons help... he was soo damn kind n helpfull, too cm wit mee,,, tanks bro,,,n too alll my frenz who were concerned bout me..tankz!!..
when i was lying down at home,, i was siriously soo happy, toonoethat im alritee,, almost in tears,,but didnt cry...lol..XD

now,,, im here at home,, stuck in dis room,, cnt walk down, or up, only wit my laptop...
at least im occupied,,,lol..
i realy hope too get bck too skull soon,.,.
soo from my point of advice that i cn share too u guys,,,
dnt skip meals..drink lots of water..n dnt give up hope too fast...
:)
untill da next time i ryte another post,,,take care n peace!! lol



julian..:)